Turn My Goddamn Mind Off is a gripping documentary about Clint Malarchuk — the Canadian NHL star who spent decades battling severe depression, PTSD, and addiction while hiding his illness behind the stigma of “tough masculinity.” The film follows his journey from a traumatic childhood and a near-fatal on-ice accident, through suicide attempts — including the shocking moment he survived a gunshot under his chin — to his rebirth as one of sports’ leading mental-health advocates.

Through intimate testimonies from loved ones, expert insight from a psychiatrist, and reflections from Malarchuk’s bestselling memoir The Game, the film reveals a man who discovers he is not alone — and that millions of men suffer in silence just as he once did. It is a story of breaking stigma, reclaiming life, and the courage that finally emerges when silence ends.